And I'll cry if I want to, cry if I want to! (I didn't though). SO yes, Today I turned 31! It's kind of weird, 30 was hard only cause I made it
traumatic, but I was so busy getting us ready to move that it kind of passed~no party, no fuss, no
nothin! I was just so worried about turning 30. This year is different, maybe because of the things that are happening in our life.
I am more sentimental about family(more than I am which is A LOT). being away from my family stinks! period. I really don't like it. My first baby started school~that makes me feel old and weird~like it's not supposed to happen yet!
I Have 3 kids! Sometimes (like today) i sit and watch my family in awe and wonder how it all happened. I swear I was like 22 yesterday, dating Shane and not having a care in the world, and now 9 years later, here we are! It's all good though, don't get me wrong. I guess today was more about pondering my life and where it is and where it's going and where I want it to go.
There have been some great things that have happened lately. Things that I have only dreamed about. (no details yet, maybe at a later date~sorry). I can't deny that the lord is with me and hears my every prayer and hope! All my life I have had a tough time figuring out if I'm worth the Lord loving me and giving me everything. Now I know, and can't deny it. He has answered my prayers and is blessing me and all my hard work and struggles that I have gone through.
I guess after writing this entry I see that today was a great day, full of thought and acknowledgement of the wonderful blessings I have in my life. It is true what they say about your 30's being WAY better than your 20's! I can testify to that.
So Happy Birthday to me! I'm a pretty cool chick with great friends and a amazing family~near and far. I have come a long way, and actually look forward to my 40
th birthday when I can look back and say how truly great my 30's were!
Thanks for listening and reading, I 'm off to watch my
fav~Conan with my darling husband!